how a toy feels when its batteries run dry

An old friend once told me how he tried so hard to fix things with his wife… They didn’t end up fixing things but it doesn’t mean he didn’t try. He told me how at first, once things were broken he just wished that things would return to normal, or how they were in the beginning. And it took him months to realize, that was impossible. But was possible, if they both tried hard enough, that things could at least get better. They could be better than they were right at that moment.
And ya know what, he’s right. Sometimes things can be better than right now. But once someone destroys a relationship, whether it’s friends, a family member, or a significant other… It takes so long sometimes to get there that one or both people involved give up and just throw down their cards. I don’t want to do that with you. But it’s so hard to forget everything that’s happened. It doesn’t just go away. I can’t just shut off my brain sometimes. Trust me I wish I could.

Actually I do know. And I still think its selfish. The only thing sometimes that has stopped me honestly is knowing how truly heartbreaking it would be to certain people who are in my life. If you really think that suicide is the only way to fix your life, it’s selfish. Because today is today and tomorrow will be different. You just need to look at it differently than you are looking at it now. It might be hard. In fact I know it’s hard, but in the end trust me it’s worth it to make the choice to stay here and not selfishly end your life for problems that in a year or several years will be so trivial you’ll think “wow, I’m glad I made it through that.” and you’ll be a stronger person for it. Don’t believe me, give life’s chance and wait and see.

theperksofmylife said: what kind of cupcakes do you like

I love all cupcakes. I suppose my least favorite is chocolate though. I’m not sure why I just don’t care for chocolate anything all that much.

Sing in the shower. Dance to the radio. Tell stories. Write a poem to a friend, even a lousy poem. Do it as well as you possibly can. You will get an enormous reward. You will have created something.

– Kurt Vonnegut (via 52hearts) Via {Travail d'amour}

Truth is, I get jealous easily because what’s mine is mine. I’m stubbon as hell, I say sorry to much. I act like I don’t give a fuck because I care too much. I over analyze the smallest of things and probably come off as a bitch too simply guard myself.

(Source: shhhmakeup)

Via You get out of life; what you put into it.


maybe if people stopped trying so desperately to find solace in things they have right now and just had peace in the waiting, the things they truly want would come to them all the more easily.

Via ^_^


Her heart had never been broken up until then. The breath stolen from her lungs shot out of her mouth in unsteady pants while her face got wetter due to tears. It felt like someone was painfully choking her, non-stop. She collapsed with a hand to her chest, body violently convulsing with each painful inhale. Never before had she felt that way.

Via 62words

If you think


you’ve found the right person, stop the search and never let them go. Remember that the world is a huge place and when you lose someone, you might have to search the whole world all over again just to find someone like them. <3

Via Moments In Life
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